Introduction

Surprisingly enough, while most books written glorify and praise the pleasures of sex, Mr. Alexander explores the darker side of sex.

He describes in chronological order, detailed accounts of how he suffered chronic depression and suicide as well as emotional and financial instability as a result of being a sex slave!

Very common to most however Ben was living a secret struggle. He had multiple sex partners while practicing and professing Christianity.

Make no mistake, the events, time, and locations, as well as the pain, shame, torment, depression, are real life accounts.

This is the beginning of Ben's freedom towards a life style of celibacy and destroying the cycle of sexual bondage.