Lasette I love you said the voice in my head.

I burned from the torture those words meant. I had done the unspeakable. I knew he loved me and I loved him. How could I go back? How could Tyler a mere human have this much a hold on me?

The love I have for Anthony is trying to pull me back but the mistakes I've made are fueling the fire to stay here with Tyler. Do I love him? Is that what's holding me here?

Anthony hurt me; tore my heart right from my very chest but what I had done was unspeakable.