Discover the Life Behind the Monastery Walls

Think the life of a Zen monk is all serenity, peace, and austerity? Think again. Here, Shozan Jack Haubner gives an often-hilarious, always-candid account of what it’s really like behind those monastery walls.

Haubner’s adventures include memories of his dysfunctional Midwestern family that drove him ultimately to declare, “I think I should be a monk!” to a madcap account of the night he got stoned and snuck out of the monastery, alongside more sobering accounts such as his life-threatening brush with illness, the profound impact of a dear friend’s death, and reflections on the controversy that rocked his Zen community.

That he finds timeless wisdom in both the tragic and the absurd is a tribute to Haubner''s gifts as a writer and humorist, and to his clear insights into the nature of self and what the practice of Zen is all about.