This publication of poems is the heartbreak and pain that comes from the inner depths of the soul of any parent who has lost a child, particularly to suicide or, in this case, military suicide. The painful truth is that twenty-two veterans a day commit suicide (twenty-two too many). This chronicles the complicated grief long after the loss of a loved one, one mother’s journey written through poems of the pain and grief long after losing her twenty-three-year-old son to suicide while on active duty, and the endless search for answers and the emptiness that follow.