Quiet night, under the stars

I lay, wondering... where are you now... where are you babe... we went our separate ways... I acted like I was okay... on the inside I was on my knees, begging heaven please... begging heaven please... I held back my tears... acted like I was okay... I should have stopped you right there... I should have told you how I feel... I need you here... my heart was crying even though my eyes never shed a tear.