This book was an alternative to suicide. When I thought the only solution was to end my life I decided to write a book outlining my decision. I figured that way everyone I cared about could see that I had no choice but to end it all. The further I got into the book the more I could find reason to live. I actually had to laugh at some of my adventures that I at one time considered sad moments. I began to see how much pleasure I had actually contributed to my friends and family.

I'm a 60 year old single mom of one. Always trying to find a way or place to fit in with the rest of society. Every new decade brought new hope but no new solution, until age 60.