Ever had a time of questioning your entire paradigm

The beliefs you were taught, the social stigmas to avoid, the awkward sexual experiences where you felt so alone? What if I were to tell you about my story? Flat out. For example: Growing up in an unconventional polygamous family, forming beliefs in a mainstream religion based on others expectations, then making the decision to back out whole heartedly, and being seen as lost and rebellious. All the while, finding out for myself what spirituality and sexuality really are in all of their aspects. Here is some of my journey, my truth, my blatant experience.