The following pages contain a series of writings that were conjured up through the mind of a young girl who finds herself the victim of her own thoughts. Many questions remain unanswered. Why do these feelings come about? Am I this strange? Do other people my age have these thoughts? Why do I feel compelled to even print this? Why expose myself to potential ridicule or criticism? In these writings, there is hope that these and other questions will open a door of understanding and acceptance. An understanding, that maybe these thoughts are not unique to just the author and may possibly be helpful to someone with similar thoughts.