The Autobiography of a Repaired Physician : Mental Health as Seen from Both Sides of the Desk

This is a trilogy. Book I deals with my life before, during, and after the emergence of an attack of bipolar disorder. The shattering consequences of the disorder and the personal history that precede it are discussed in great clinical and personal detail. My chief concern is that the reader comprehend how the past, present, and future come into play in understanding the outcome in the treatment of this destructive and deadly disease.

Book II concerns the social stigma associated with having a history of the disorder and the many pitfalls clinically, psychologically, and socially that exist for an individual, such as myself who is charged with the professional responsibility of caring for people suffering from similar afflictions.

Book III is about my adventures in the real world as I have seen it. It relates to the madness of our world in which the ever-present and infuriating search for power, prestige, and possessions appear unfortunately to be the primary determinants of behavior in our society.

Many of my closest friends have tried to dissuade me from writing about this issue because they feared I would be exposing myself to further social stigma. I feel strongly that those who have suffered from the destructive effects of the spectrum of bipolar disorder must know how treatment works and what pitfalls to avoid in treatment. As a physician, it is my duty to heal myself and with the help of some very talented colleagues, I have been able to do just that. My struggle continues and in that sense, more books will be written.

I would like to especially acknowledge the help of my wife Barbara, who has stuck with me through thick and thin, and my children Miranda, Alexander, and Victoria who love each other and me.